Her circus

Heh, have you seen her? Her body has grow weaker, her mind corrupted and her soul... stays strong, it is such an strange event, don't you think Akiiro? Oh, what? We are now one? I remember when I used to go by the name Ares or you as Dorian, but it looks like we lost our home, doesn't it?

This void...

It is scary... sister. Wait, we are one we should stop acting independetly, you know. It will drive us insane. We were supposed to cohexist with her, we were supposed to keep her in balance, lumen tenebrae, wasn't it? She realized it, she realized the karmic weight of her decisions, however, in the end she rejected both of us, and began walking a twisted road in the name of "love". Yet her soul is filled with much of us, she was born as a light and drifted to the darkness, into a now... twisted being, full of despair. I pity her.

I used to be Ankuro and Akiiro, two personas living inside this being who lets herself know as "Fumiko". Last we heard, someone she loved gave her that name, she loved it... but also that person left her life and she kept the name to punish herself. Anyway, we used to live inside her, but... she rejected us, we thought she rejected us three years ago when she said she did not need us, but the truth was that she knew her true nature, she needed us and we were there for her, Ankuro driving her crazy to do many stuff without thinking that actually got her pretty far and be selfish at times, while Akiiro was in charge of making her think things a bit if they were risky and always care for others.

The balance she held within herself was so harmonic, we were happy to be with her, until one day, about a year ago, she felt into eternal despair and finally ejected us from her life. Light or dark? She did not need it anymore, she wanted to follow a twisted path, a path filled with the worst of both of us, the selfless to just wander around and not caring about herself, and the selfishness needed to manipulate others and getting what she wanted.

We are sad, we... can't believe we let this happen, we... we remember her loved one.

...we also miss her, it was thank to her we all could cohexist together in the same soul. She always reinforced what was the best for Fumi, she cared for her as much as we did. But now... she is gone, Fumi hates us too and... we are not only homeless, we can't help Fumi who is now in much pain, she can't control her own poles, we are afraid she might be thinking some weird stuff.

Fumiko... we have always been with you, making you the strong person we always thought you were, but now, you surrounded yourself into a huge sphere of dellusions, you are making yourself believe you were never happy, don't you? We are sad you are not happy anymore but... don't forget! You once thought living was wonderful! You once said smiling was free! What... happened to you? Why are you so sad? Please don't be sad, remember the things you said to your loved one...

You are now living in a fantasy, dear Fumiko, you are making yourself believe an entire universe of lies because you can't face the truth, because you can't bear reality, even if you are trying to look strong, you are just running away.

We can't help you anymore, we... are soon going to fade into nothing.

Please... reconsider... don't think about us.

Just, remember who you were.