What the fuck just happened?

For me it looked like you simply gave up.

Because I can't contact you, it does not matter if I forgived you, if I want to be friends, if I want to see you again.

Because you don't want.

I can't fucking trust anyone, if you managed to forget 5 years in just a few months, then what should I expect?

You are really the worst.

But I still love you, and I still believe in you.

Just come back home, I miss you.